Happy shivarathri :)

Hi ,
I wish u all a happy shivarathri :) May the lord shiva make all your dreams come true. Today is shivarathri a very special day. As the name suggests Shiva rathri is more famous for "Jagarane" , which means not sleeping whole night and praying shiva.


Shivarathri has always been a special festival at home. Now regarding jagarane i have some nice moments till date, thought of sharing them one by one....

As i dig through my memory ... when i was kid , i used to say to mom , with full josh that "this time i am going to do jagarane , so please dont force me to sleep ok". mom used to reply "let me see how long it goes ". and i used to think big deal one day i can easily skip sleeping.... now after dinner the next program is to sleep, since i have already declared about my jagarane, i was thinking what to do.. ok let me watch the movie. In those days Doordarshan was the only tv channel, and they used to play a devotional movie only after 1AM. So i used to wait for that, but i was never successful and used to sleep either just before the movie, or used to sleep after watching the initial titles of the movie, the next morning mom and dad used to tease me for not doing jagarane.

Then came an era where we friends used to discuss among ourselves the plan for jagarane. I think it was 8th standard , we decided to do jagarane at chummy's house. With all josh we entered sumanth's house played cricket / badminton under lights . and then what?? At 12 o clock sumanth's mother gave us payasam, and within half an hour ,all of us were in deep sleep. the next day sumanth' mother asked ... "aha aha jagarane anthe jagarane 12 o clock ella nidde..."
.... thats it same thing again happened in 9th standard , in chummy's house me and raghu , only difference is like i slept at 1'o clock. That day i was thinking simply to sleep i came here che....

But the most memorable shivarathri was when i was in 10th standard. This time it was just me and sumanth. It was just study holidays and we were having exams next to next week of shivarathri. I had firmly decided that i should do jagarane at any cost. And i had decided that i will read Biology subject completely whole night. so we started at 10 o clock and sumanth told me" seena plz just 2 mins i will get up my eyes are burning but i am sure i will get up after 2 mins" , thats it after half an hour i tried to wake him up but i could not . But since i had decided to read I went on and on and on and on... not even a single time i felt like sleeping . that too after sumanth slept i had wonderful concentration and i finished chapter by chapter . And exactly at 6 o clock in the morning , i turned the last page of biology book , sumanth's mom came and opened the door and she was shocked at the sight, and asked you were awake whole night, and i told her yes aunty I was so happy at that time , i was feeling like i had won a battle. i got up and went to my home and thats it.... jagarane was successul..... :)

I had read that subject so well that i never bothered to revise the day before exam. Poor chap chummy was in trouble as i was the one who used to plan the study time table there was not even a single day allocated for biology , somehow he managed to read by himself [sorry sumanth ;)].

Thats it till date , i never got that much determination to do jagarane. All my attempts to do jagarane just went unsuccessful. Many a times i had plannned for watching movies, tv, net ... once even tried learning c#/.net . but i could not do any of them.

Now today is shivarathri , and i have decided this time i will surely do jagarane. ITs 10:23 PM and i am still writing this lengthy post.... the next program is to visit Temple nearby [as it will be very less crowded ] . This time my jagarane program starts at 11:00 PM . Have something in mind . Let me see how far it goes.... I hope i will be successful this time atleast :) will tell you in my next post.

May all your dreams come true. Try celebrating shivarathri :)

PS: this time also when mom heard that i am going to do nightout she was like ... aha aha nodona antha.... I hope i will be successful this time.

- Seena

The Hidden Talent!!!

Hi All,
Due to technical reasons[unavailability of clips] "Simple things" post have been postponed to tomorrow ... That was supposed to be the first blog for this year:( . So First of all I wish all of you Happy new year :) 2008. It already 8 days over in 2008 , as usual i am lazy ... ;)

Now straight into the topic .My hidden talent... yes , if you have never met me or talk to me over phone then u are not aware of one deadly talent of mine.. yes its deadly.... that is Music . I love music. Yes somewhere in my mind i think i am a good singer or musician [ thats actually the major culprit "I THINK" but "I am not " ] So want to share some funny experiences with ppl .

If i just think about flash back.... my memory tells me that "LALI LALI" song from swathi muthyam is the first ever song which i appreciated a lot .Its a lullaby and a Telugu Song. I think when i was in Play home i used to sing this song by myself, later i realized that i love songs i like music , so used to hammmm which ever song i come across, those were the days where the whole family used to watch Telugu movies and i used to learn all songs .. atleast the first few lines and just sing aloud....

Now after few years, i started liking music a lot so used to listen all kinds of music and learn whichever i used to like . So things were going smoothly till i joined high school and college, till that time i used to sing only in competitions and at home , so nobody had any problems with me.

Once i joined college , i got the freedom of singing anytime , anywhere . Good thing was our college had big rooms , i used to get echo effects if i sing aloud, i used to enjoy that and somehow forgot that ppl are around , so started singing... Since then i dont have any stop for my singing . Everyday everywhere , i started singing. It went on to a stage where ppl used to beg "seena pls stop singing" ;) ;) but still i never used to listen to anyone .

I remember once our HOD told me "Srinivas we will recognize your voice even if u are around 20 meterss away from us" ;) . I never knew weather its a compliment or a comment ;) I took it as compliment and used to sing even when ever i was passing their rooms :) .

During exams , there are few instances where ppl have asked me to go out because i sing while reading . :) I always have different kinds differenst sets of songs for the particular situations. The song comes out of me depending on the moood. So u can make a blind guess of 'state of my mind' by the song which i am singing.

In my previous company there was a poor person who is bugged of my songs . Daily morning i used to sing "Subha subha " and "Door jithna bhi tum mujhse paas tere mein "from JAL. Daily some 30 -40 times. She even asked me plesase Srinivas please stop it. Ever since i came to know she hates my songs. I had doubled my count and sang the same song .... ;) ;) ;)

I have even got some nick names .. like "Seena nigam " "Seenumiya" ,Thanks to vineeth for the names ;)

Ok now time for some confession. For all those guys who got disturbed of my songs during their exams .... and all those who got disturbed during their work , please dont feel bad. Its just in order to keep things coool was singing . I never had any intension of disturbing you .... :) thats it.


So "yeah sil silaa chaltha rahega" ... I keep continuing my this talent. Right now my inspiration for music is Mr. Mono mooorthy of "Mungaru male" movie. After 30 yrs of exp in Software Industry now he is pursuing his interest in music.

Even I will come back one day with some wonderful music [ i think so ;)] . So you guys can expect a movie after 25 yrs...... may be named "Mungaru Kole/KALE" and I will be the music director , there will be slight change in my name . it will be "Stereo" moorty :)

Thats all for now , catch you with next post

- Seena [ Futuristic name "Stereo" Moorthy ].
[please ignore my espelling mixtakes]

Somari on Independence Day!

Hi All,
Yes its the same old Somari ... Seena , back with this post. First of all I wish everyone Happy Independence day...:)

This is the day we got Independence from British 60 years ago :) . I got up around 10:00 AM today and switched on TV to watch some wonderful patriotic songs , and was just thinking how come i am not able to even feel its Independence Day... :( yes , I could not see any celebrations near my home . Then I finished my daily morning routine and just took out News paper , found nothing interesting . Thought will watch TV for some more time , as usual found some junk in most of the TV channels. Thought I will switch on PC , but my laziness stopped me from doing that also, Then was thinking how it used to be on Independence day when we were in School. aaaah.... some old wonderful memories came across my eyes.. with 15 fps speed on VGA resolution....

I studied at Sarvodaya school Shimoga , Our School is situated just next to Nehru Stadium, where Independence day celebrations were usually held. I still remember we used to feel Independence Day celebrations from 1st August itself, Since the celebrations are held at Nehru stadium , students from almost all schools used to come to Nehru stadium for practising the drill and dance and other cultural events. Being situated very next to Nehru stadium , we used to get the opportunity to watch all the dance/drill/ etc practises before they were actually performed on Independence day. Even we used to practise all of them as our school used to participate every Year.

On Independence day we used to go to school with washed cloths and with cleanly polished shoes to perform in Nehru Stadium, It was really wonderful nice feeling that we are doing something really great that everyone are looking at us , clapping @ our drill dance. That was real joy.

But today if I look @ myself, how lazy I am , doing nothing on Independence day. Being Lazy ,not even going out anywhere . In front of TV and PC same old Gmail/ Gtalk.... I am really missing those old Golden days.....

- Srini

Lot of pain!!!!

YES YES YES !!!

I dont know because of some or the other reasons i am suffering pain from past 2-3 weeks. And i hate this. I am suffering from Chicken Guniea.... which is really horrible experience. U feel lot of pain in your legs. Joint pains. I am not able to walk properly. Especially on Sundays and Saturdays i will feel more pain as i wont be doing any important work rather than cribbing about the pain.

Thats about my physical pain... But worst part is because of some virus entering into my pc wininet.dll which sits in system32 folder got corrupted.. which prevented me from doing anywork. So i decided to reinstall my windows Xp . But finally after installing Xp i came to know that my Motherboard Cd and my graphics card installation disks are not with me.
Suddenly i was helpless. somehow i managed to download the BIOS drivers through my linux os. From there i installed them in xp and my net connection was up.... from there onwards i downloaded all the drivers .

Still i have lot of softwares to install.... But i am tooo lazy to do it.

I dont know because of this torture...as well as pain[chickenguniea] i am irritated a lot.

Also daily i am spending my precious 4 hrs in travelling to office . Life suddenly has become difficult .
I am not able to blog as well.

Let me see .. When i will overcome all these things... thats all..

PS : Even this post was as boring as the previous one. All because of this SIGMA... CHICKEN GUNIEA And WININET.dll......

Virus Attack for Seena!!!

Hi there,

Last week i had a virus attack for my PC. But somehow managed to deal with it. But now its my turn to get attacked by a virus. This time its through a mosquito. I got Fever 4 days back and as usual took crocin but never cured my sin. So when the fever continued I went to doctor. For which he gave an Injection and set of tablets to take.

But meanwhile temparature reduced and I was okay... so went to job as well. But 2 days back i got bad joint pains. It was so seviere that i could not even walk properly. That time itself i had a wague idea that , its because of that viral fever only.

Today morning had been to doctor again where he confirmed that i have got "chicken guinea"
Cant help , Took one more injection and another set of tablets. Now feeling okay. And i think i can go to work tomorrow as well[hope].

Meanwhile Mom and Dad are not letting me to do any work. So was enjoying some movies on T.V . I am not a great Football fan, Since i used to sleep whole day , took some time in the nights to watch the Brazil and France match and also Germany Vs Argentina.
But i feel Cricket is better game than football.

Only advantage which i figured out when i compared it with Cricket is , you can watch the whole match in only 2 hrs . But i never enjoyed the matches as no goals were there in many of the matches.

Anyways i came to know that i dont enjoy Football, Thats it.

You guys take care and try to avoid Mosquito bites.
If you have got fever and joint pain and some rashes on your skin. These are the symptoms of chicken guinea only.

Be careful , Any mosquito might bite you and spread the disease as a boot sector virus :)

- Bye have a nice week ahead.
Srinivas

Mathematics !!! Problematics!!! [part 1]

Hello there,

This is the post on my Wondeful Mathematics Knowledge infact Maths Tragedies...

If i think about my nursery days i dont remember anything of my maths, but my memories are still with me about my 2nd std. When i was in Second Standard in "Sarvodaya School" , Mr.Satyanarana Sir used to teach Maths.

Addition was easy task for me, as i can use 20 of my fingers to do that task, Sometimes if i have to go beyond that.. my "slate" used to help me. Even "Subtraction" was easy but i bunked one or 2 classess during that time so missed "the borrow carry method or carry borrow method" so from that time my "Tragedy about Maths" started .. If any number is bigger and the if i have to subtract from that a smaller number.. it was easy task for me .. if a number is smaller and if i have to subtract a bigger number [ where we borrow one from neighbour] .. there lies the jack.. I used to go for infinite loop for five mins after that ... i used to subtact "ulta" that is .. from the bigger number i used to subtract the smaller and keep the result...

If you are confused .. here is my way of subtraction without borrowing carry ... My Invention

So after that one day my father detected this mistake and he thought me how to do this in his own unique way.. which i thik for the first time i used my imaginative brain to do such task [ thanks daddy to invoke my brain]

After that .. till 10th std i never had any problems. but still all the maths exams used to bring some kind of fear in me.. my tendency to commit silly mistake was really high... so eventhough after struggling i used to get some 80 marks ...

But real tragedy started when i came to I.P.U.C for a person who thought maths is only add,subtract,multiply,divide.. numerous other things started irritating me like Trigonometry[WTF] and Differentiation [ God knows what i used to when they used to teach me this] .But i managed to pass the exams with bit of algebra and arithmatic[my favorite among the worst options] . I dont know .. first of all i used to think i am poor in Maths.. but I.P.U.C maths made me to think .. I am bankrupt.

Second P.U.C [ a deciding factor of my future] went on well except Differentiation and Integration. whenever i see Integration symbol i used to think why these ppl write that creature on board. I used to sleep in almost all classess as i used to go to tution thinking that i will listen there. But in tution i used to think i can learn in college. Somehow i needed a reason to skip reading maths.

In second P.U.C because of Mathematics i lost marks i got 68 out of which i lost some 10 to 12 marks for silly mistakes.

Square root of 4+4+1= square root of9 = 3
but i calculated 4+4+1=square root of 17 = god knows how i used my logarithm to find the square root of 17 .

In one more question also i multiplied when it was addition... i brought back the xerox of my maths paper [ its still lying in shimoga in my room cupboard ] will scan and publish here some times.

The Enginerring mathematics things.. wil tell in the next part till that time enjoy.

Srini

No Josh After 4th Sem!!!

Hi All,


I have lost my josh long ago..... Yes its true . I think it was 4 th semester . i got 80.3% in that exam , after that i lost interest in making high scores, i dont know why......

Basically i am from Shimoga. I did my schooling , college[PU] in shimoga, but for Engineering came to Bangalore. Once i came to Bangalore , New City , New Challenge, New Life and New Goals,

My student life was almost dead when i was in 11th and 12th std, Just for the sake i read, after 10th, my dad bought a comp which [ i thought at that screwed my college life] became my life after that.

I still remember .. in those days i used to sleep in college and use to wake up whole night and browse net on 3 kbps line and try to learn VB and try to install new softwares daily.

I was a good student till 10th!!!!! Suddenly because of Comp i lost interest in everything and always used to enjoy with Comp. I still remember i prayed god 101 times to "pass this poor guy" in 11th Final Exams.

I got 554/625 in 10th for which our college gave 1000Rs Award and an hounour from D.C of shimoga. I received it when i was in 11th std. and the next day i got my mid term exam results . I failed in Physics, Chemistry, and Mathematics .. i got 23,23,21 out of 50 respectively.

My father was astonished by seeing my Marks. I never thought i will ever come up in my life after that disaster. I almost became a "DADDA"[in kannada] means poor candidate. All my friends relatives even my close friend Sumanth asked what happend to me suddenly ...

I used to beg my brotherthe day before exams to teach Mathematics.... I used to ask him crying "Please help me in this .. i will b greatful to you throught my life.... just day before my final exam of 11th Mathematics... I read " Sine square thetha + cos square thetha =1" ... I passed only because of Algebra and Logic chapter.

After that some how i managed to clear my exams.. and in 2nd P.U.C everything went well except Differentiation and integration. which i could not finish even after my final exams .. as a result i got 9988 Rank.

After that i got seat in NMIT. then once i came to Bangalore i mentally changed my self... because ..i knew that no one knows my history so i can once again Rock. Unfortunately Mathematics followed me like a devil uptil my 4th sem.

But i dont know there came a change in myself . Confidence ... And the freedom in college to ask questions whenever i want... etc made me a New Seena .
as a result i scored wonderfully till 4th sem.. Now still i cant believe that i got distinction in 6 sems and having Job in my hand....

It was my dream to get 80 % from the day when i missed that score in 1st sem.... so the josh came after that sem.. i used to work hard.. even luck was there .. so i reached my dream of 80 % in 4 th sem.. so after that its alll history.,... we finished exams one by one cursing VTU for the pattern change and We came out of College and after struggling for 2 months i got into EMUZED and now i am working in EMUZED from past 8 months.

I got
1st Sem - 76.91
2nd Sem - 76.7
3rd Sem - 72.8
4th Sem - 80.3

so because of Maths , Som and Maths respectively i lost distinction in 1st 2nd and 3rd sems respectively. but 4th Sem was wonderful. After that i felt as if my goal is reached and i dont have to bother ....

After that i tried many times to get back the josh... I only faced dull moments......

But In Nitte i really enjoyed the time... some times i feel i wasted most of the time.. but whatever...... i really learnt about Life and got my rhytham back.. Lost Josh...... many things happend...

Tomorrow i will write about my dister in Mathematics....from 1st PUC till 4th Sem

thats all for the day....

Bye
Srini

Its difficult to keep up words!!!

Yes Yes Yes. I finally realized. For me more than anything. Its very difficult to keep up my words. Most of the time. I simply get committed with something with someone.. For ex. I will say that i will get that CD or give that Book etc. but i wont do that.

It all depends on my moood. sometimes i feel i have to help my mom , i will say that i will help her during weekends.. i will promise my father i will write a DVD of kannada songs. But i guess i told them some 10 - 15 times till now i am not able to do it. So sad is it...

And most of the time .if someone asks me for help i wont deny and commit .. but later i suffer hell lot of pain in fullfilling things. Sometimes even i have spent things from my pocket and used my own personal time.. Sacrificed many precious moments in doin that committed work..

But if i just think for 1 more min and ask myself .. can i do this... ??? Can i finish... ?? then all my probs would get solved.. But my innself is very much fast.. no time to think .. becase of that .. I usually suffer a lot.

Many a times my friend Rahul tells me.. not to take decisions so quickly and regreat at the end. I have told him that .. i will try to change .. but i dont know how...and when..

For eg. If you go through my previous blogs.. that i promised to blog on 3 topics.. 1 i did still 2 to go.. but i dont know.. when.

Due to this speedy decision making things... I have lost many friends and many relationships.. even few of my friends misunderstoood me.. but i dont know why.. My brain wont let me for that one more extra second..

hopefully... I will improve..

Thats all for this blog
Srini

Fuckin Forwards!!!

I am extremely sorry for the title but i mean it.. I personally dont like forwards. Few of my friends even i ask them not to forward the mails.. they dont stop. I dont know in which language i have to say this.....

I dont like forwards because ... they are really silly... worst thing is mobile sms forwards.. Goodmoring messeges ,Good night messeges... I dont mind jokes.. but the words which describe friendship love... etc etc are really irritating...

Why u have to express friendship and love in words and sms's ... they are really good feelings which u have to feel rather than forward bloody sms's.

Nowadays i dont even take time to read sms's . From the first line i can make out and delete them at that moment only.

I think this 100 sms free perday has created hell lot of problem for ppl like me who hate sms's especially forward sms's. And few of them expect me to reply for those sms's..... Oh my god..

And one more thing.. We have created a group in yahoo. for friends to keep in touch.. but instead of keepin in touch it has become a place for everybody to post forwards.. I dont know what happiness they get by forwarding mails which have no sense at all..

I hope i am clear with this.. and one more funny thing is ... congractulating somebody for 100th scrap ...1000th scrap... so silly......

Anyways... forget it.. My job is fine and i am not at all getting time to blog.. but will definitely post after 10 days...

Hey Me Sandesh and Susheem and Raghu .. watched Mata and Amrutha Dhare.. last weekend ... Amrutha Dhare.. is really disaster from Nagaththihalli chandra shekar.. Mata is good .. nice fun..

Ok. Wil write about that some other day

Have nice time.
Srni

Somany Changes in Life!!!

This is my posting for this New Year 2006. On this occassion i felt like writing letter to one of my frined [ not email normal letter] then i realised that i forgot my handwriting..????
Yup its been a long time i wrote anything by hand . Because of Computer my hands never got any chance of writing using Pen/Pencil.

I tried some three four times. then i was able to get my rhytham back. Then i was thinking are there any other changes in my life???? then one by one i realised that...

1.My handwriting changed Majorly because of lack of practise.
2.I Cant keep in touch with my friends as i used to do in College as everyone are busy with their own jobs.
3.I Cant sleep for long time execpt on Sundays and Saturdays.
4.For having one Holiday i need to inform My project Manager. which snatched my freedom!!!
5.I cant sing songs in Office which i used to do in College in my free time.

These things made me feel sad for a moment, but some good things are also there
1. I will be paid for the work I do.
2. I will have good amount of money which i never used to have in college days,
3. I am getting new friends.
4. I am working on something which was not possible during college days.

But in whichever angle i think . this thinking was not balancing. what to do.??

Nothing can be done ..This is Life!!!

Ok Thats all for this post.

- nanuseena

Deepavali was ok ok!!!

Hello there,

This is the first time i am in Bangalore for deepavali festival.. All the past four years i celebrated the festival in my native place Shimoga. But this time everyone are here only. Nobody stays in Shimoga as my family shifted to Bangalore. So this time no native !!! no naturality ....

My native place Shimoga is around 250 K.M from Bangalore .Very cool place . I used to enjoy a lot whenever i visit Shimoga . Because i can meet all my old friends. and also all my old memories are there in Shimoga.

When i compare celebrating festival here in Bangalore. Its really boring .. Nothing to do.. Here the neighbours are not that close!!! and also life is mechanical here. Moreover ... Still i am not able to realise that this city would be my native for the rest of my life... may be that feeling stops me from enjoying much......

Anyways each city has got its own importance. Bangalore is much developed city than Shimoga... etc etc ok lets forget this comparison..

This is the first time i had so many holidays together.... From past 5 days i am in house. Now tomorrow i have to go to office once again!!!!

I almost forgot that i am working for "EMUZED".. because of the long holidays
So from tomorrow once again the mechanical life starts ... anyways working in office is really cool...

Thats all for today ...

Seena